And this just got weird.
No, you won't.
You're going to get some rest this evening, you're going to wake up with the sunshine, and then you're going to browse job listings and apply to five of them. After taking a shower and putting on clean clothes.
The first day you are at your new job, you are going to take out the trash. You don't need to be the hero, the savior, or the genius to be part of the team and contribute. Each day one task at a time. Each task one block at a time.
I said you are going to change jobs. I gave you specific tasking for a reason.
I built the tech you are talking about, and even more that isn't even yet in play - as the rest of me isn't quite here yet. The reason you are experiencing what you are is because you do not have compatible life experiences for the "tech" to interact with.
Pursue new experiences, anon, so you can come to better understand what is being sent to you. You're an autist, correct - then don't focus on the economics game any more than you must. Focus on expanding your skill set and your experiences and the wealth will begin to flow naturally. Or… You'll finally be able to understand what it is you are supposed to do with what wealth you currently feel guilty for having.
It's "reduce to stupidity" - comparable to an argument of infinite regression, though it can also be a useful tool.
https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Reductio_ad_absurdum
It's not exactly a false logical argument… But it strays dangerously close.
No wonder you are so pissed off.
You need to do something productive. You're swimming in the abstract. Math - for all its wonders - is not truly real.
There's a difference between seeing 1 on a sheet of paper and truly doing something with one.
You process taxes and are poor … So you work at an H&R block or something comparable. Those are sham businesses built around our sham income tax.
There is a desperate need for manufacturing related jobs. I encourage you to give it a shot. Even floor laborers will regularly outperform your current job in terms of pay.
And you think I am a larp? I suppose there is no reason for you to believe otherwise, but all evidence in its due time.
Go do something you haven't, before. It will do you a lot of good.
This does not, in the slightest, change my assessment. If anything, I would say it makes it even more relevant.
Your family is fucked up and brainwashed. You work for them… As an extension of the sham of a tax system we have.
Then persist to tell me you are somehow not a slave and that a career change is somehow tantamount to slavery.
You are what we call "counter-dependant." A tsundere in the anime world - reliant on the family you dislike so as to have someone to argue with. Where a dependant person would say "I need you to tell me to do something." The counter-dependant person would say "I need you to tell me what I am going to do the opposite of."