The fruit does not fall far from the tree.
No shame.
I feel your pain, I really do. Following Q for the past 5 months is how much I have lost in income.
I know that doesn't come even close to your situation. I myself am walking a thin line at the moment.
What skills do you have? Do you have your resume up to date? Have you reached out to your network of acquaintances, friends, or family (kek, just that can be extremely challenging for an autist!)?
How about local, state, or federal level - any job organizations you can contact?
Do you have other skills than your main occupation (i.e. woodworking)? Maybe that can fill the gap while you search for something more permanent and to your liking?
What about online - have you searched and offered your services there, even if for small jobs until you get up and running.
I don't know what your passion is, but I'm putting suggestions out there in the hope that it gives you an idea, a lead, or a new way of looking at things.
Make it your job to say, spend the morning actively looking, then in the afternoon come back to 8chan knowing you did your due for the day. Have faith. Things will work out.
I have a good feeling you will find something soon. Keep us posted anon!
Godspeed.