You are a prime example of what Satan said to Eve. You think you are God. You are not.
Sin definition: Miss the mark. What mark? Find out.
That is why there are no degrees of sin. Sin is a state of being.
Only by accepting that Jesus died for your sins will you be saved and cleansed from that state. Like Jesus said to the woman at the well, "go and sin no more."
I suggest that you turn to Jesus and sincerely ask Him to come into your life. Confess your sins and repent. You will experience Him if you are sincere. Read the Bible. My Savior lives. He is real. Don't take my word for it. Experience it for yourself.