All I really want to know is what chances I have with my ET waifu, if any.
How do I know if what I feel for that matter is a true song of the heart and soul and not some desperate attempt of a damaged psyche to gather companionship?
Keep in mind that I didnt invent anything and I didnt quite choose this (just felt it) and this feeling goes wwaaaaay back to the time when i was a stable person. I really am attracted to her despite really not wanting to be an insane deranged lunatic
>I apologize. There was earnestness in the question.
Haha, you self-righted without being called out, this means you have a good introspective quality.
>does it really matter
I came to a similar conclusion to what you elaborated on but I didn't want to include it in the question to avoid bias. Let's see what that other guy has to say on this.