Just wondering what all your attained knowledge has actually gained you besides, maybe, a better job or new behaviorism tactics? Telepathy, telekinesis, physical upgrades beyond the usual, proven precognition, etc…? What?
I feel the same. Would like to receive more but then again I'm not real sure that I do. I'm not yet convinced that progress towards more knowledge is better than regressing towards more nature connection on "this" planet. If I could actually get out among the stars I may change my mind about that but on this planet nature seems to be king. Still packing more under my been there, done that belt, I am.
Forgot to mention. Did my fair share of drugs and drink, too but little was worth the hassle, really. Good LSD and 'shrooms, back in the day, did help open the mind, quite a bit but I knew better than to partake of that much or the consequences might not be so desired, sooooo…. Coffee it is, now.
I realized all the gradients out there, long ago. It's something that just has to be because of the vastness of time and space but it doesn't give me an inferiority complex. I know that I'm just a tiny piece but I also know that I have just as much right to "try" to survive as anything else out there so I feel equal in that way.
And I feel the same about telepathy. My family, when I was a kid, would often practice guessing what numbers or shapes each other was thinking about and it was surprising how often we would hit it right. Life got in the way for practice of that later on, though. I still work on it, sometimes and friends have noticed it with me, at times. Just too much in the way, these days. And the empath thing can be pretty high, at times. I'm a typical INFJ type so, sometimes, I avoid others for my own good to recharge. People can be fun but they can be a real PIA, too. It drains me, sometimes.
Still, I wonder what the whole point to it all really is?