I don't seem to be having the same problem as you are. I've lost job opportunities due to boldness on social media and after a while I realized my online messaging is damaging to me and isn't really reaching a lot of new folks. IRL is where it is for me now. I've had some great if difficult/frustrating conversations with people I've worked with and renewed some friendships. I simply have to provide for my family and myself and risking it all to get "shadow banned" again on FB sucks. However, tucking an "anti-vaccine" graphic into a book or leaving one on a restaurant table is right up my alley. I can have lots of IRL conversations also. I've bought up 10 copies of "Vaxxed: From Cover-up to Catastrophe" and I think they might get really valuable since Adam Schiff decided to go full bore totalitarian and ask the major tech platforms to censor "anti-vaccine" content. (link: https://schiff.house.gov/news/press-releases/schiff-sends-letter-to-google-facebook-regarding-anti-vaccine-misinformation ) I see myself as winning. If tech platforms censor truthful content that people want sooner or later they will collapse.
If you are wondering why I "red-pill" with anti vaccine content it's largely because it was one of my big "red-pills" and because it touches everyone one way or another. When people realize what vaccines REALLY do, we will be in for some changes for REAL.