The proof of the pudding is in the eating
How does one forgive oneself?
And when you realize that when you let that go you're nothing?
When I take away the lie of reality I was fed and lived. And I look at what I've done. I'm nothing. I have nothing. When the hatred for those who have done this goes away, and I'm left alone, I realize I have nothing.
When I realize that I must forgive myself for being naive and child like. When I accomplish that I'm still in the state of being nothing. Of having nothing. Of walking around a world I don't understand and can't interact with.
When I realize that the game is just another game, and I'm playing it again. What's the point?
o7 kek. Annoys me too.
You won't be happy when that happens.
Read any story ever written. When has that ever made the hero happy?
Find a goal and march towards it. That will make you happy.