>>7243144 (pb)
I was also "loaded to the eyes on bullshit pills" but God truly (over a period of months/years) delivered me out of it all. I believe He even had his hand on the "caregiver" I at one time, who dared to actually read about what combinations of psych drugs do to life expectancy. She helped me get rid of one prescription and then by a combo of "miracles and stubbornness" I got rid of them all, including a benzo and an anti-psychotic. Of course, I didn't do it on my own (seen people try that) but it did happen and I am much better now. Hope you will see that you have a future!