I've always been out of step with the world. Maybe that was supposed to lead me to this point. But it's also extremely isolating. I do believe the world will eventually catch up to where we are, but until then, it's pretty awkward and surreal. Every conversation I have with people I meet is a challenge. I see everybody now as these incredible un-awakened spirits who have no idea how brainwashed we all are and how potent we all are as divine sparks of God. It's even harder when you know that we are, right now, in a war for humanity's survival, taking place under everyone's nose, and I can't say anything. I can't tell them what I think of their movie heroes or their newcasts or their politicians, or the existence of ETs or even what I think about God. If I told anyone even 10% of what I now believe, they'd get as far away from me as possible. I just find it's better to speak as little as possible. Most ordinary conversations are a struggle. So I just do my best to listen and try to be understanding and patient and maybe introduce a single question that might mean something to them later. I'm not saying I know how best to be. I don't. In many ways, I'm still as lost as everyone else. But I'm sure a lot of anons can relate to the feeling of being adrift out on this ice flow. Or maybe you guys have a lot more success in reaching people than I do. It's a small price to pay compared to those who make the ultimate sacrifice, but just expressing how alone it can make one feel. This place here on the 8chan is the only place I can really say (most of) what I think. I love it here.
Thanks for this reminder. Ya, truth is I wouldn't give this up for anything. Free thought is the only way to live, no matter how isolating it is today.
Yes me too! We have no idea who we would be without a lifetime of brainwashing and bad guidance. What would our society be like? I really wonder. Probably will take a couple generations to find out.