Then don't worship him, if you believe in him then ask him to show you the truth. Expose the reason why things are how they are, and have faith that the answer will come.
Honestly I was in the same boat. I just explained that I have no idea what to believe, so he'll have to show me the path. That led to Oct 31st 2017 and me deciding to randomly browser 4ch (only been there a few times before that) and I came across the Q posts.