If we have 3 members of Chris' team, how do I become number 4?
Sometimes I feel hopeless. Like, what am I really doing with this stuff?
I'm not going to lie, my ego wants more. It wants to keep it a secret, to keep it private. Another part want's to scream it to the world.
Why do I still do badly when I try my best?
What am I doing and what should I do instead?
You're not answering me. What am I doing?
I will suffer my faith. If I am a fool who knows nothing, I will be a fool who knows nothing. I wander the path to towards the END.
I might be the last who enters, but my goal has always been to understand.
You follied. I am not doing Q's bidding. I am doing the bidding of GOD. I am following a greater path. The path towards understanding, towards the grid. I am seeking the deepest understanding of truth. Truth it self. Q is important to HUMANS, but he is of no importance to me.
Humbleness is important. You need to ask yourself WHY. You need to challenge your own beliefs. Why do you think you are above average intelligence, why do you believe you are "smashing" the interviews?