Your either part of the solution or not. Sounds like your disgusted with your own lack of commitment to yourself and any righteous system of justice.
I get you feel your out of control and don't feel worthy enough to present and walk the talk. What I don't get is why you are splashing it all over 8 chan. Do you think someone here can walk into your body and take over and live your life for you?
Your a little confused… You need to believe in yourself a bit more.
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Soviet-era scientist says he helped create poison in UK spy attack row
FILE PHOTO: A tent covers the park bench where former Russian intelligence agent Sergei Skripal and his daughter Yulia were found after they were poisoned, in Salisbury, Britain March 12, 2018. REUTERS/Henry Nicholls
A Cold War-era scientist acknowledged on Tuesday he had helped create the nerve agent that Britain says was used to poison an ex-spy and his daughter, contradicting Moscow's insistence that neither Russia nor the Soviet Union ever had such a program.