Thanks anon. Prayers and blessings.
I've read a lot of stories about people who had "Near Death Experiences" that say similar things and it's very encouraging.
AFAIK the "Qanon" reference was fake news started by Yahoo News.
Here's an article from a different fake news:
Confronted with the document, the FBI’s press office insisted the agency would "never initiate an investigation based solely on First Amendment protected activity. As with all of our investigations, the FBI can never monitor a website or a social media platform without probable cause."
https://www.rt.com/usa/465617-fbi-conspiracy-theory-extremists/