>>7320363

i dont want to i scare myself

i know most of the hate comes from the demon

but alot of it is from me too

i have alot of anger and resentment

partially from childhood

but to be honest with you most of it from the way my family treats me

the people who are supposed to lift me up shouldnt be tearing me down for their own benefit

its terrible

they were so nice to me when i was a kid too

now i just have to wonder if i was given happiness as a child from age 5 to 7 just to make what was coming sting harder

>>7320366

i already did that

i spammed 250 posts of trap porn in 1 bread for the lols

why wont Q have the bo ban me

they just gave me 60 min bans over and over

weird right ?

so either im targeted or protected

i dont know which is worse

targeted and alone

or protected but completely ignored

>>7320373

survivor duh

im going to go as long as i can while laughing at evil

its just that im not made of stone

sometimes they worm their way in

they use the people around me to make it worse

i just have to escape the trap

once i do things get better

but its just so hard

>>7320377

ok if this is gaslighting this is the best you guys have done yet

probably a real person

nice

yeah i just wish donald had time to help us if he really is who he says he is

part of me hopes he is

and the human trafficking arrests

epstein

and some of the things that have come to light since hes been in office say hes at least sort of good

i just dont know

if hes good why are they allowed to do this to me ?

if donald has bigger matters then fine

but in public it just appears as him giving evil what it wants

lmao it really is fucking hilarious now that i snapped out of it

your attempts gaslight me only worked before because i was violent

angry and just plain deranged

i think what im going to do

is that im going to post about what happened to me

dig lightly

and post my views

lets see how fast i get banned if i do that instead of threaten and lash out at anyone who even sneezes at me

>>7320392

the oracle in the matrix was part of the system…

it needed neo to be the one as part of the cycle

thats not a good comparison anon

gee guys my 100 posts of shit that actually happeend to me is a waste of bread

the constant boob pics

bot memes and other garbage need the space

>>7320408

yep

it could just be cuz theres too many

but its only some

rofl

confirms that im targeted

my aunt was supposed to be in the twin towers on 911 btw

>>7320407

nah theyll kill me if i start memeing again lol i got too much karma on reddit

gee guys i wonder why the wotc program refers to targeted individuals

if i wanted to have people process who gets the dew

id do real business

with real health care clients

then use fake names an fake ssns to process

ive seen some very fake sounding names at my work

i really am starting to wonder

im assuming its more gaslighting since my job isnt as miserable anymore now that i just power thru everything with no caffine

nice to know im over the target tho

gee i wonder why my uncle somehow doesnt notice that i constantly spam violence on Q research

or why the new hire doesnt talk to me for no reason

and how she couldnt get a intership despite being the daughter of the chief engineer of metro

its almost like they knew that putting some chick in there and having her ignore me would piss me off..

or maybe im not over the target and youre just gaslighting me who knows

probably better to not know and just watch

>>7320422

i have no debt tho

hey anons

would you fire a employee who constantly fucks up?

my uncle wont fire me no matter what it seems

i really do have to wonder

>>7320429

if thats to me bo is selectely deleting my posts that are over the target

like how my uncle has a small mildly sketchy wotc program

and how his wifes brother in law is married to the fucking bectel heir

honestly i always knew something was off

maybe it is maybe it isnt

maybe they dont know

but they are connected enough that its possible

esp my dad

im assuming you implanted thoughts to make him meet my mom

then told him to break my self esteem

>>7320431

daily reminder that i dont care if i die

and im actually a pretty good shot so if they come when im home at least one of them is dying

if trump is good whats stopping him from killing them

or better yet holding grankids hostage

these people have 0 morals

if i could i would use their children against them no matter how evil it was

becasue in this case

the ends do justify the means

one life is not worth millions

even if its a child no matter how much it hurts me

>>7320440

no im just gonna babble tilli crash

i dont know what else to do

kinda freaking out today

maybe im not alone

maybe i am

hell as long as the demons are this pissed off and scared im happy

deleting selective posts lmao

could just be to make me think something is true that isnt

but thats hilarious

>>7320440

and honestly if i felt like

it

i could kill the members of my family that i dont like pretty easily

they are not as safe as they think they are

im smart

and frankly deranged

the one i mentioned earlier would be dead right now if my other cousins wernt here

i will not put any of them thru that

>>7320453

im the opposite

this is the first day ive felt ok

i dont know if it because all my anger let out at once

but this is bearable

for the first time in at least 6 months

>>7320431

honestly if it really is just tech and not like

demon gods controlling the slave farm

i have nothing to bitch about

i dont fear tech

i fear being alone in a world controlled by evil

but you saw how little of a fuck i gave even under control last year black hats

im just naturally happy when not fucked with

>>7320455

im not ok with that

i mean anything is better than this

i would be ok with certain people being "above" us and making us work a little bit if 99% of us were happy

cuz thats all you can really ask for in life

but i know that would never work

>>7320449

how come you just deleted some of my posts ?

and not all of them

thats weird man

cuz if its cuz it was spam

just delete them all

why onl some of them

did i reveal too much

i have 0 fear of you or being doxxed or killed

i will air every single bit of what you did to me

and all dirty laundry

until you kill me

you know that

remember when you told me i was a girl alien

then dewed me till i believed it

?

that was fun

thats a pretty mean thing to do

you know whats really funny tho

thats water under the bridge

>>7320463

God listeneing

good

q team

i dunno man they use some seriously evil tactics

some of the shit they post is literally the same kind of bait that the interdimensionals use

>>7320478

duh

thats like

grade school red pill

i think i was raised to be "sacrificed"

so they torture me

and something eats the pain

well i dont consent fuckwads

my family has always been weird to me ever since around age 10 or so

alot of stuff that didnt make sense

why are the people closest to me seemiingly doing everything to sabotage me

maybe im wrong but ive had that feeling ever since the targeting started

man i really hope my grandpa isnt in on it

i really love him

he goes to langley every month or so

maybe hes one of them

the owl statue is kind of a dead giveaway

or the time they dewed me and i saw like

something possesing m grandma or feeding off her

if someone is a engineer whos fairly well off

not a multi millionaire but like

close

and they contract power for the cia

are they likely to be a clown

or are the just the tech guy

i watch him like a hawk

he doesnt act evil

emails check out as good

>>7320491

im not talking about that

im talking about what happened to me

if even one person sees it

and questions

thats enough

i think i cant handle this shit

im just gonna try and ignore whats happeneing to me

not enough to give them ammo

but enough to keep me happy

and i will be very alert from now on

i just dont have it in me to do anything besides troll blackhats

>>7320501

i dont care if youre a shill or demon you crack me up

still not letting you in tho

>>7320498

that is all i ask for from God

clarity of mind

and less pain

i dont really need anything else to be honest with youi was genuininely happy to a point 6 months ago

i just cant take not even knowing which thoughts are my own

if anyone is watching

where would a device or satanic hex bag or whatever the fuck its called be placedi n a house

i have half a mind to look

>>7320519

i mean honestly as long as i avoid porn addiction or waaaaay too much weed i think im good

that worked well enough the last time i was ok for a month or 2

>>7320521

is it gayer than wishing you were born female

i have no shame

none of the tactics will work on me

i hope i keep gaining sanity

i would love to be a thorn in the cabals sides instead of a useful idiot or just a toy that they laugh at it

>>7320523

well that aint right i didnt meant to post that

>>7320524

does hot mean the attacks will increase

i do not think Q is good

so i assume this is them telling me that they will attempt to attack me harder as i am starting to break the controls again

>>7320528

yeah i hate that shit

gender dysphroia is real

probably cause by drugs

some gay demon cabal soul swap bullshit

or vaccines

it fucking sucks tho

i just hate it cuz i feel like a freak

and the trannies make me feel even worse

i admit it tho

not like i can help it

>>7320533

yeah id like to give masons the benefit of the doubt

but a organization that loves nimrod aka osiris is definitely up to no good

maybe theres splinder factions

or plus ultra or some shit

doubt it tho

hey bo if youre gonna delete my posts

just mass delete everything

i need to vent

im going fucking insane

i dont really have anywhere to do this as im banned

i assume youre evil

but you might as well anyways

>>7320539

i dont want social acceptance

i just want like 3 people that i can hang out with

or a better family

rip.

>>7320545

its almost like were spirits put into cursed bodies as some sort of fucked up hell energy farm

the real question tho

is how paranoid is too paranoid

should i question every person i meet or have met

?

or is that insane

i dont know why im even targeted

i know that i am but i dont know how much effort they put in

>>7320551

>>7320559

you know how many people ive had tell me that they just dont care if the cabal exists ?

most people are good my ass

neutral maybe

or not evil

but good ?

no.

lol

>>7320568

my cousins are brainwashed

but theyre so politically incorrect its hilarious

have fun with gen z cabal

youre not going to like them

honestly im just gonna assume that i am threat at this point

which makes me lul really hard

maybe im not

but again

even if i was vampire cattle

you would not fuck with me

this hard

this much

its just not worth it even for the energy

the fucking ancient death cult is scared of a 24 year old man child and people like me

>>7320577

dont you have kids to rape or anons to stalk

>>7320580

i dunno what i am

definitely not evil but i get wayyyy to much pleasure out of the pain of the cabal members who died or get fucked over

i laughed when meghan mccain cried

i only play as good or kill anything that moves in games

neutral is gay

1 last post

if im being targeted

where should i get my weed from

a dispensary

or from my friend whos mildly satanic

but just likes beer too much to actually do anything bad

i dont think he would poison it

but hes questionable enough to do it for money

hey God if youre listening can you kill my ego

i always resort back to talking crap

and its really funny

but it makes them control me

>>7320593

oh wow a pinhole cam

that sounds so scary

they did way worse than that

i honestly dont even want to talk about it anymore

>>7320595

why ?

i was more miserable before the weed

by far

at least with the weed i can be a bit happy

>>7320598

because it is very bad for msm

ok i have seen enough moves to tell me that somewhere on this planet there are white hats

now why is trump being bush 3.0

either his family got comped and hes now theirs

or its all for show

i dont trust him

>>7320602

lmao

oh no what youre wearing

my fucking phone word suggestions has said worse

why are you even afraid of them

notice how they have to hide

i bet theyre afraid of me finding them and blowing their brains out to be honest with you

i can definitely get at least one before they kill me

>>7320601

i have sympathy for them

cant be fun to be that evil

i still want to watch them die tho

maybe they can suffer in hell long enough to fix themselves

>>7320600

i dunno the psychoticness is useful in a way

i want to be able to murder someone if i have to

im in hostile territory

just so you know those watching

if i ever get power

i will torture each and every single one of you

for at least a year

then i will let you off

you know why ?

cuz thats exactl what you did to me

except im not a fucking sociopath

gee i wonder why the name of the company i work for has 3 letters

or why every client code has 3 letters

or why a 10 person company has genesis healthcare as a client

yeah i know for a fact that company is sketch as fuck

now i know its not the demon gods or any other shit

its fucking being done on purpose

well thats the last of the power you ever had over me lol

im sure demons are involved

but i really could just have induced mental illness

>>7320620

bad people *

>>7320618

i trust results

hes been making some seriously worrying moves

i dont know what to think

>>7320619

[c before d] get out of this board and my life in the name of yeshua

>>7320626

this is a subliminal designed to fuck with your brain

i can feel my brain melting a bit

>>7320629

im not kidding

i could kill a cabalist and not blink

i have so much saved up anger and hatred towards them

righteous anger

this is probably why im on the list

they know if i get my self confidence back i could inspire others

im just going to turn images off

not like anything of value is ever posted anyways

hey Q would you like to post today

if youre good it would be a great time to show up and post

so if this board targeted me and ruined my life

is spamming a dick move ?

cuz im just doing what yall did to me

fucking me over with no consideration for my well being

you ruined me

almost

but all you really did is make me stronger

ill gut you

then go hug my dog and sleep without a wink

ill stop threatening violence tho

cuz now that i have clarity

theres no point in talking about it

ill just do it

how about no

i dont need your love lmao i have a dog and sisters

and yeshua

>>7320642

how do you fight it

im sure they put them in me if its real

doesnt matter if they are prions or not

i want the thing in my head out

its not like it can fully control me but its still annoying

espcially when i go on my usual self destructive periods

>>7320644

why the fuck would they be here at 735 am lmao

i just said that earlier to see if it happened

worth a shot

i dont know if i suspect my family but there are enough red flags

including things said to me

even by my grandpa that were very off

why me tho ?

i thought family was important

i still forgive them but thats fucked up if true

>>7320648

evil isnt rational

the people that run our world are retards

its criminally inefficient

you could have the same result of being on top with like 1/10 of the evil

and i hate inefficiency more than evil

so

im going to be living my life

assuming that you know that i know

if i do know

and i will be watching

lets see if i was gaslighted

or if the warning signs were right

ok now i know its mostly tech

i get constant planes over my house

i do leave near a airport

but i doubt theyre all going there

yeah i think i know whats going on here

you all now have 0 power over me

absolutely 0

wow being able to think for once is nice

>>7320644

if they are monitoring me they should know that i have the ability to do some very very bad things to thing if i suspect that i am right about them

im assuming that youre trying to gaslight me into paranoia again

but now that i think about it is weird

i also have a cousin im not above hurting becauses shes evil anyways

im not evil but im willing to use evils methods against it

yeah my wotc job is definitely cia tho

you dont marry the bectel heir unless youre in the club

thats just common sense

no wonder jack gives me bad vibes…

>>7320679

>>7320679

im not trying to scare people

i frankly dont really give a shit what you think

to be honest with you i calmed down 2 hours ago im just larping now

yeah im being gaslighting

thanks tho now im going to assume everything is just tech

and its gonna feel great

>>7320689

>>7320689

except my autism is weaponized

now i know that most of what is happeneing to me is tech

thats why Gods name didnt work

thanks for the info guys

you let too much out today

>>7320690

nah theyve been quiet since they sold their us assets

that either means usa is under new management

orrr

theyre gonna collapse us in

say

10 years max

>>7320704

none of them are as stupid as i am

i keep your morons busy 24 7

wow this describes 90% of whats happening to me

They are a very faint sound, therefore a person interprets them as their own thoughts. Since they are a very faint sound, only those things that are know to a person can be manipulated. Put it simply they won’t be able to teach you Chinese. An example of this is that if a person says a sentence very slowly and close to your ears, then you will only understand it if you know it or parts of it, otherwise your interpretation of what’s being said would be different as compared to what was actually said.

PERPS use other means to make a person dwell on things that where unknown to them. Like after listening to a news article, or even other people saying something similar that PERPS would want a target to direct there thoughts on. Affects related to this are listed below. (VOICE)

They can vibrate certain muscles, affects related to that are mentioned below. (MUSCULAR)

Certain parts in nervous system react to them. Affects related to this are mentioned below. (NERVOUS)

They can cause power surges. (EMP) (EMP = Electromagnetic Pulses)

Give throat irritation, mucus formation. (MUSCULAR)

Watery mouth. (MUSCULAR)

Hyperventilation, sudden shortness of breath. (MUSCULAR)

Vibrate certain muscles in our body. (MUSCULAR)

Give different body aches and pains. Specially back ache. (MUSCULAR)

Tinnitus. (MUSCULAR OR NERVOUS)

Clogged ears. (Like the way it feels when the elevation changes, like in plane or in elevators). (MUSCULAR)

If a person have an existing condition, like a cut, or infection, they can make it really pain. (MUSCULAR)/(NERVOUS)

Nausea, headaches. (NERVOUS)

Listen to a person’s thoughts. Yes that’s what they are capable of. Lots of time, during early manipulation, that’s what a person complains of, that someone knows what they are thinking, or watching them all the time, however, not all is true, some of those thoughts are manipulated by PERPS. (NERVOUS)

Manipulate a person’s thoughts, by putting specific words while a person is thinking. (VOICE)

Manipulate a person’s emotions by making them angry or inducing anxiety or even make a person cry or laugh. (NERVOUS)

They can cause simple sounds to occur again and again. For instance, if a pager is set to simple beep, then they make a person to think that the pager is on, yet when its not. (VOICE)

They can cause surges, yes, the lights that went out recently in NY, is there doing. (EMP)

They can make minor malfunctions in electronic equipment. Causing them to flicker, or even in some cases render the equipment useless. (EMP)

Any sensor driven machine is prone to them. They can cause a light sensor to activate at night, causing the light to go out. (EMP)

They can temper with thermostats. Causing the air conditioner to come on, or the refrigerator to malfunction, or cause the car to over heat. Yep, that’s what they can do. (EMP).

im sure lam and your faggot demons are involved too

but they dont have much real power

>>7320704

only the cabal would weaponize the most vulnerable

>>7320713

nah im not a shill im just bored

i was legit upset earlier

but this is the best way to fuck with them

endless spam about nothing

no violence

just retaradation

im just happy that i know most of it isnt tech

just riduculous levels of gaslighting

some of it is probly spirits

but most if not all of it is not

which means

hahahahahahahahahaa

as long as satan doesnt control reality and im not alone i dont care