>>7320076
Jesus is how God tells you he loves you.
The wages of sin is DEATH.
God sent His Son into the world to PAY your debt, granting you eternal life. Remember that this was 'the plan' that God set in motion before he even created Adam and Eve. He knew humanity would need to be saved, and graciously gave us the Savior we needed.
You become ALIVE for the first time when you accept Jesus as Lord and Savior. Before that, you are spritually dead.
That is why Christians call it "born-again" - because you are literally BORN into LIFE for the first time, and your old self, a slave to sin, dies. God then works in your life to build you up to the image of Jesus.
>>7320084
I do not blame you.
You are actually really close. You seem to be aware of the existance of satan and demons and the ways demons operate. They literally implant thoughts straight into your mind.
Most normies are atheists and deny the possibility of anything spiritual or beyond materialism. Demons are what is behind most mental illnesses, including TDS and 'liberalism'.
If you accepted Jesus before, then you are much better off than you realize. You need to work on your relationship with Jesus. Demons, more than anything else, want to pull you away from Jesus, because that is the way they gain power over you.
Demons create false hope, but it takes an act of PRIDE to follow that false hope. That is why PRIDE leads to destruction and considered the greatest sin. Pride is the belief that you know better than God. You know what God wants you to do, but say "eff that, I want to do things MY way". God lets you. But you are literally just being pulled into a trap Satan has set up for you. Every single time. God created you and knows your needs infinitely more than you do yourself.
If you've accepted Jesus before, then rebuild your relationship with Him. Repent. Say the Lord's Prayer and really think about each verse.. Forgive all who have hurt you. Name them and forgive them. Unforgiveness grants entry to many demons. Repent your sins. Name them inside your head, try to understand why it was wrong and ask forgiveness.
Pray and ask for the Holy Spirit to lead your life again. Then obey. Go to Church. I guarantee SOMETHING will come up and make you feel like giving up and not going. But force yourself to go.
Your life will get better and better the more you obey God. You will witness many more miracles and synchronocities. You will have much more wisdom. Demons will begin to fear you and leave you alone and your life will improve.