I understand why you feel like you feel. It’s difficult seeing tragic things happen to innocent people. I’ve been here since 1/2018 and honestly, when I start getting antsy and worried about how things aren’t going to end I just take a day or two off of QR. I’m a praying anon and I spend that time in prayer. I usually come back feeling energized and ready to continue fighting the good fight. I’m gonna be praying for you. This is war and war ain’t for the faint of heart.