>>7336754 last bread

>i am allowing it to impact my relationship because i'm not liking who she is turning out to be.

>i can't look at her without realizing that and it's a deep cut.

I appreciate this part of your post. It sucks,

but it is what it is. He knows I love him, the ball remains in his court. I won't change who I am, in spite of his desire for that to be the case.

I continue to pray he will see things differently.