Believe it has something to do with what this anon is saying >>7491761
Plus the martial law question that has come up before as well.
Because then God would have to not allow life to exist at all. Or He would have to make every decision for you. Which is what it seems you are really upset about. Having to make life decisions because living is hard. YOU wake up and take responsibility and stop blaming God for your inadequacies or just plain old selfish behavior.