Everything I requested / expected near the beginning of this was utterly foolish. I know I wouldn't be suitable for any of 'that'. It was childish and ridiculous at best to think I'd ever get in. I'm grateful for everything, despite being poor at showing it. Every day I haven't been doxxed or caught a bullet in the back of the head is a good day. The problem is I've cared too much at times… and so swings the pendulum.
At first I thought something big was going to transpire from all the coincidences… I truly did. Now I believe it was more or less just done to help me on my own path. I'm the only 1 who believes it, that's why they were created for me.
Ego doesn't want to see the LIGHT.