>But I'm asking myself some big questions about one particular anybody at the moment
You can love at a very high level, but it's kinda meaningless unless it can be made meaningful to the object of your love, the person, which requires a secondary love which is condescension into incarnation. God's love is like that….perhaps infinite, but rendered foolish perhaps by the memetic architecture of his revelation. We do the same thing when we awkwardly engage in various rituals of love-exchange, from the sweetly mundane to the sexually explicit. Nobody knows the inner man, but man is free to manifest that which is inside, and One hopes the creation is rendered good, as is right.