I have always been an alternative truth minded person, but I had a real moment of clarity myself shortly after sandyhoax.
I was having a short conversation with co-workers about the event & guns, and I found myself repeating the verbatim argument I had heard from comedians & on the news, something like "yeah, but no-one needs a high capacity assault rifle…"
and as those words left my mouth my brain told me "you don't know what the fuck you're talking about, you just regurgitated that statement" That's when I dove into the rabbit hole big time and researched all I could about that False fucking Flag. Breaking through the illusion can seem lonely and disorienting at first, but I wouldn't trade the path I'm on for any of the placated automatons bumbling through life around me.