I'm personally fucking sick and tired of the "sad" bullshit comment. Seen it for several years, and just goddamn it. Figure out an alternative, or I'll be assuming every simpleton who uses is a window licker.
And I don't CARE who I'm talking to.
My life is garbage.
And waaaaah for all the people losing family who were actually decent to them.
How utterly SPECIAL for you. You had somebody who gave a damn about you.
I never did.
And you know what? I don't give a damn about anybody else, either.
OK listen up, I am about to share the secret of living to extreme old age:
BE AN ASSHOLE
Assholes, in my 60 years of experience, live for-fucking-ever.
Nothing can kill them.
Only good people die with dignity, and refrain from making the lives of everyone stuck with babysitting them a living hell.
No, shitheads can make it to 100, easy.
Know what I got?
I got an 86 year old who's done a month of inpatient rehab for benzo addiction.
Just can't get enough xanax and clonopin.
Keeps falling down (what a surprise)
List of health problems as long as a CVS receipt
Nope, keeps on ticking.
Meanwhile I have to continually drop everything and everyone else in my life to BABYSIT this useless waste of oxygen.
I shit you not, I can be "caregiving" as hard as I can, and she will sit there like Gollum, castigating and blaming me for everything that ever happened to her.
My heart is as hard as frozen nails right now.
Happiness is something that other people have.
I have lost faith in this four-year Q con. Sorry, I stuck with it for a long time. Maybe if things were different, I'd feel differently. It just took too long.