“I wish it need not have happened in my time," said Frodo.
"So do I," said Gandalf, "and so do all who live to see such times. But that is not for them to decide. All we have to decide is what to do with the time that is given us.”
― J.R.R. Tolkien, The Fellowship of the Ring
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It is a character from a book (and a movie) the the message is on point anon. How you deal with life's challenges is really all we are. Muh rapture is for pussies. I want to be here, helping those who are weak or were never shown the light. Your decision anon. I get this way sometimes too anon, take heart that we are all eating our own shit burger.