I know I shouldn't have gone to 4chan to get demoralized after 8chan shut down. But do you know what? It looks like /pol/ is right. I spent my whole life caring about this save the world shit, and what's the outcome? I'm broke and have nothing, no accomplishments, no children. None of my siblings are going to reproduce. My sister is your typical hedonist millennial. My brother has a girlfriend with two bastard mutt children from another man. My girlfriend is past breeding age. None of her children are probably going to reproduce, or see more than marginal success even. What the fuck is the point of any of this? We are defeated totally. When I'm dead, everything I was will just be thrown in the trash and I will be forgotten, no matter what I do. Why bother saving this world that will be inherited by retarded literal goyim who need to be told what to do at all times? If I don't get a satisfactory answer that doesn't involve the sick fuck god from the book of Job, I'm probably just going to check out entirely until I expire.
If the choice is between being a cuck and a nihilist, that's an obvious one. Done with this shit. Have fun saving this world of retarded mutts, dumbasses.