I second that
Thank you , you must of read my mind
Not just Russian but all orthodox.
And it's hard to recognize them because they typically don't go around preaching. You have to want to come to them.
Over three years ago I thought I was ready to go again, buy I feel to my knees praying asking for God's love or what is the point staying and I was brought to the faith through a friend latter that month.
My life has changed. I'm still a sinner but and imperfect but I daily ask God for his forgiveness as I awaken after I thank him for waking me.
Was raised protestant non denominational. But true faith is orthodox faith. God amazes me all the time with wisdom he grants me. I will never be perfect for I was born with sin. But I have joy now. Everything I tried to fulfill me didn't until I bowed and begged God with tears to save me.