Happy New Year, Anons.
I share your curiosity. My take is incomplete, tho have insight.
Many speak little of it, as if not proud.
Many are sick with syndrome of unspecified details.
Strangely large percent speak of black ops they can't mention, seeming false and braggadocios.
Another symptom of being deceived, misused, and lack of fulfillment.
It's as if the gulf war were a staged event, and the soldiers were mostly extras; test subjects for the researchers to monkey with. Maybe intentionally targeted for research purposes.
I pray for truth and peace for All.