artist (not "Artists") are autists. autists are artists.
but most who call themselves autists are not artists and vice versa.
conversely, almost all autists are not considered respected by those who call themselves as such. same with artists.
dig?
if you are an artist/autist (and i believe that you are given that you picked up on the color), do not rely on anything save your own intuition. listen to it, deeply. the guidance will come when you need it. and when it doesn't, take a break & walk in the woods. same if you feel that you are flying too close to the sun. remember Icarus?