Been lurking most of today while juggling IRL but I am glad I caught your post.
It fucking sucks, man, and I am so sorry to hear this.
I hope that you and your family take care and be as well as you can possibly be in this time of need.
You were here when that happened to me in 2018, and now I'm here for you and I am sending prayers and positive energy your way.
Love ya homie.