Damn anon. What time is is where you at? Party time muh nigga!
You have the heart of a Father that wants to see none of His children perish. They perish for lack of knowledge. That burden isn't yours. Be encouraged that you have the heart of the Father and endure, doing what you can. You found this place didn't you?
I am very careful how I define success and I take my knowledge of the truth as a victory in itself. Spreading that knowledge and challenging evil and untruthful narratives is a bonus.
Make one. Quit waiting for others to be the change you want. Figure it out.