Don't sell yourself short, mate, and you can drop the guise while you're at it. Setting aside that niggling subject of morality, competent Shilling for the global elite pedovore scumbags pays top dollar and is considered a noble and crucial calling within your circle. This epic game of 'tug of war' over information, or disinformation and misinformation as you clowns have called it for well over a century, has been your greatest achievement. However, it must truly suck as you watch your side topple one after another into the abyss having lost the game.
I guess what sucks more is having to show up, shift after shift, and continue pulling for all your little black heart is worth knowing that your turn in the barrel draws nigh.