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I came across the first Q-Posts around the turn of the year 2017/18 and found them remarkable from the beginning. Why is that so?

I would like to describe in as concise a manner as possible what happened to me one week before Easter 1994.

I had the feeling that an entity of light and infinite love was making contact with me. This entity asked to return, but it did not ask for adoration. I perceived: come back to me, I love you and need you, what am I without you. I perceived further thoughts that did not seem to come from myself and were new to me. The whole world seemed to me to be a unity and I was an inseparable part of it.

I entered a state of automatic writing and drew, among other things, a globe on which I marked two places in particular. I also drew an atom. When I later compared it to a globe, I had marked Iran and North Korea. I suddenly knew that danger emanated from these two places, but that this entity would prevent humanity from perishing. The experience was very drastic for me and changed something. I became free inside.

Nearly two years later I was increasingly negatively triggered by sermons, symbols, magical acts or religious images. In my imagination I felt the presence of Satan in an ordinary black dog, another imagination made it necessary to be delivered to a snake in order to be a recognized member in the church, I refused to do both. I was experiencing synchronicities. Later, I even believed that the number of victims in the headlines of newspaper articles provided information about how far a world plan had progressed. I did not understand what was happening to me and felt very sick. I could no longer bear the daily news and had infinite compassion for all the victims, especially children, and was like a single wound and wished for nothing more than an end to these conditions. I longed for a new heaven and a new earth and had only one wish: Let me see it!

In order to get well I made a hard cut and kept away from everything that triggered me or limited my thoughts, for I felt the need to be able to question God as well. It's been so long since I forgot many things, I don't want to remember some of them, but I just can't forget some of them.

I still have hope that the world can become new, and I think I understand why the Revelation of John writes about the new Jerusalem:

22.22 And I saw no temple in it, because the Lord, God Almighty, is their temple, and the Lamb.