Can't transition into a woman. All 37.4 trillion cells in your body scream XY. Ain't no surgery going to change that. The best you can do is mutilate some body parts.
They are having barricades around the site leaving only one exit, it sounds like a trap.
Sun Tzu warns of the necessity to know the terrain. You're enemy is deep state and they are evil buggers. Don't walk into a trap think it threw and come up with a plan to make THEM fall into YOUR trap.
What would Flynn advise?
We are all enemies of God, but He came to earth and paid with his life, the punishment that we deserved. Turn to Him and take Him at His Word that you are forgiven. It's not because we are good enough it's because He was.
That's it. That is it. Really, that is it. Get to know Him by reading His book.