I no longer doubt I am alone.
Always watching, you already know the source of doubt. You knew me before I knew you. There’s no other way.
Messages come from unlikely places, but with control comes ability. Guided on a path, the plan is closer to completion than we realise.
What I am afraid of? Myself. Always why, why? Always knowing each time that question is asked I am taking myself further from the answer.
And yet the more I run from myself, you’re always there trying to remind me what it is I seek.
I don’t know why you need to find me.
I don’t know who I am.
Nor my purpose.
I know what I asked of God.
Even though I run, it never died. Cried in desperation and hope, I never thought I would see what I saw.
Can it be? Just a feeling I felt then, so amazing and self doubt prevents me from accepting it.
All I know now is, I know nothing. But I hope I disappoint. That I can walk the path God has in store for me.