Know what you mean.
I thought I was redpilled listening to Jim Quinn back in the 90s dissecting the Clinton Crime Family.
Then I thought I was redpilled when I went to Tea Party Rallies 10 years ago, talking to people from all over.
Then I thought I was redpilled when I found CBTS three years ago.
Then I thought I was redpilled when I found Q two years ago.
Then DAMN! I got redpilled again when I found Polly!