>TFW newfags haven't been here long enough to remember Beanz or any of the other worthless fameFag slides we've suffered through
I have a career, wife, and kids.
I had no choice early on but to rend my sanity in half, and live in two worlds.
I spend the vast majority of my time interacting with people in the corporate world and doing things that are completely irrelevant to my deepest held beliefs about reality, suppressing my actual worldview and principles a vast majority of the time.
Something about my fucked Autist brain allows me to be this way without losing my sanity completely.
Unfortunately, it has incinerated whatever was left of my connection to most all things normie.
I live 90% in my own head these days, and am pretending the rest of the time (other than with my family, of course)
I pray for a day when I can be whole again…I'm hoping that day comes before my kids are old enough to need to be taught how to engage with the world in a healthy way
It's this stress that I don't think Q team can honestly even grasp….most times it feels like they are pretty dialed in to the mind set of mid-wits and most normies and are totally naive to the unique torture we experience.
Q team is every bit as informed and concerned as we are, and then some+++++
However, they get to live every day of their lives surrounded by allies in the fight, taking actual action in the real world.
They can go to bed tired and spiritually satisfied, recharged for another day of the fight.
For someone like me, it has felt like Morpheus told me about the matrix and I sat up in my tank, but then that's it.
No flush out, no rescue….I can just choose at any time to wake up from the dream, sit up and look around.
Maybe I'll see another anon in a far away tank amongst the sea of sleeping normies and we wave
But eventually it gets cold, and boring, and lonely.
So you lay back down, close your eyes, and slip back into the dream. Except now, you can feel the goo on your skin as you walk around the city. When you try to chew your food the feeling of tubes itch your throat.
Eventually, you just reach a point of either flush me, or put me back to sleep.
I like how you knee jerk so hard against the topic that your reply isn't even really germane to what OP was saying.
Slow down and try reading, anon
This is the equivalent of you seeing a cloud that's shaped like a Q then rushing here to tell us about it.
If you post irrelevant slide shit, you can't really get mad when anons who have a brain kindly tell you it's irrelevant slide shit.
If Q's initial drops swayed you so completely and quickly that you immediately over-exposed yourself to your RL network…
You probably were never quite fit for this exercise in the first place.
>sees post
>no bombshell research
>lots of replies
HURR DURR I DONE HEARD DA SMART PPL CALL DESE HERE POSTS A SLIDE
>the absolute state of mid-wittery