I feel you, have been there before. Actually I was making jokes in CBTS board 300 we would see board 1000 without a podesta arrest. now we have board 10.000+ and no podesta arrest.
I have been near a nervous breakdown several times seeing the perbutrators walk free, but then I remember:
They got Epstein.
when they have Epstein, they have all the others too.
Stay comfy. 2020 will be a glorious year.