I feel you Anon, I am starting a gun shop because I needed a "change" too..
10 years of truckin has been good to me financially, not so much for health.
I am a direct decendent of Isaiah lukens, a well known figure of Philadelphia during colonial times. Our family fought under George Washington.
Isaiah and I both share a keen intellect for machining and design work. I have felt my soul calling to become an "inventor"
Find your passion Anon. Chase your dreams..
Mine is to simply replace my income to allow me to experiment and develop future weapon advances.
Isaiah is known for single shot air powered rifle from the lewis and clark expedition.