>>8034955 (pb) Have lived this scenario for many years—agree with all you say. The problem with helping them is twofold. First, we have had to pay the price for their failure. A huge price in pain, relationships & diminished quality of life. Yes, we are here for a reason & more or less understand the role we "should" play going forward. Yet to do so, we must find a way (somehow!) to deal with the baggage of our own internal wounds, inflicted in the past by the very people we are now morally tasked with assisting.
Second, those still in the dark side (matrix) camp are still fighting with every ounce of their strength to destroy us & all we hold dear. They are self righteously unrepentant. Many of them would love to see us killed. Anger seethes within me when a creature like P does what she did last night. Beneath that anger, though, lies the understanding that there is no way to "win", either in 3 space or 4 space, by giving in to it. As excruciatingly difficult & draining as it is, our better selves must wrestle like Jacob with the issues that define our existence here. We are being watched on multiple levels. Movies within movies.