How the fuck did I ever align with these people?

I'm trying to role play, thinking if Q never came along and I hadn't woken up to vaccine dangers 6 years ago, would I be listening to these fuckwads thinking they were anything other than somewhere between totally incompetent, certifiably insane, and blatantly treasonous/ hellbent on destroying our country? I mean I hope the fuck so but I guess I'll never know. God I'm so glad Q came on the scene.