Prayers and blessings for you.
Also keep in mind that we believers are like strangers passing temporarily through a foreign land, and targeted for suffering by the evil that runs it. This world is not our home, and our rewards are not here. This life is mostly about suffering and lack, for those that don't play the game enforced by the powers that rule here. This short life for us is basically preperation & purification for eternal life. I could reference each of these statements with scripture, but here's just one that makes the point I'm getting to:
My friends, be glad, even if you have a lot of trouble. You know you learn to endure by having your faith tested. But you must learn to endure everything, so you will be completely mature and not lacking in anything… Any of God's people who are poor should be glad he thinks so highly of them. - James 1:2-4,9 CEV
Not that Ive accomplished this or don't complain about my suffering and poverty. I'm saying this as much to myself as to you.
If you don't yet have the book "The Imitation of Christ" by the 14th Century monk Thomas a Kempis, I recommend that for perspective in tough times, and keeping faith through suffering. Until the last 200 years it was the best selling book in the world other than the Bible, IIRC.
God bless.