>>814102 (Bread #1009)
Being there, doing that, suffering excruciating pain dealing with major rejection and negative attitude, still chipping away. What feels like the major problem is that I am equated with all the awful things happening, somehow I represent all of it, so rejecting me removes it from consciousness. I try to work on a ratio of multiple positive, light-hearted, humorous communications, having nothing to do with all the dreadful reality that's being blocked, to one example that's not grim and is irrefutable.