anon, if your high, dont ask for help. That's like a fat person saying "I just ate a box of oreos, but please help me lose weight."
No one here is going to enable you. If your inability to find something was due to something beyond your control, sure, you need help. If your inability to find something is because you caused yourself not to be able to find it, that's another story.
British music producer and DJ Andrew Weatherall dies at 56: 'Rest well, mate'
British music producer and DJ Andrew Weatherall, who helped bring the underground sounds of acid house to a mass audience, has died. He was 56. Weatherall's management said in a statement that he died Monday in a London hospital from a pulmonary embolism.
https://www.usatoday.com/story/entertainment/music/2020/02/17/andrew-weatherall-british-music-producer-dj-dies-56/4786234002/
A Hollywood Sex Therapist Plunged To Her Death And Her Ex-Boyfriend Has Been Arrested For Murder
high-profile sex and relationship therapist in Hollywood, Dr. Amie Harwick, plunged to her death during a struggle with her ex-boyfriend, the Los Angeles Police Department said.
Authorities arrested 41-year-old Gareth Pursehouse for murder on Saturday afternoon.
Harwick, once a Playboy model, wrote a book titled “The New Sex Bible for Women” and appeared as an expert on the subject matter in the documentary Addicted to Sexting. She made headlines when she got engaged to actor and The Price Is Right host Drew Carey in 2018.
https://www.buzzfeednews.com/article/lamvo/amie-harwick-therapist-died-drew-carey-ex-fiancee
Alan Harris, the Actor Behind Star Wars Bounty Hunter Bossk, Has Died
https://www.ign.com/articles/bossk-actor-alan-harris-die-death-star-wars-bounty-hunter-lizard-trandoshan
Former UAW President Owen Bieber dies at 90
https://www.detroitnews.com/story/business/autos/2020/02/17/former-uaw-president-owen-bieber-dies-90/4786703002/
DISNEY
Nikita Pearl Waligwa, The Queen Of Katwe Teen Actor, Has Died At Age 15
https://www.buzzfeednews.com/article/lamvo/nikita-pearl-waligwa-queen-katwe-disney-actor-died
DISNEY
'Recess' Voice Actor, Jason Davis, Has Died at the Age of 35
https://chipandco.com/recess-voice-actor-jason-davis-has-died-at-the-age-of-35-380813/
no cause given
Tony Fernandez, longtime Blue Jays shortstop, has died at 57
https://kfor.com/sports/tony-fernandez-longtime-blue-jays-shortstop-has-died-at-57/
Alot of noted names dying recently but all above 70, so…
Chicano Soul Singer Jimmy Edward of Latin Breed Fame has Died
https://www.sacurrent.com/sa-sound/archives/2020/02/17/chicano-soul-singer-jimmy-edward-of-latin-breed-fame-has-died