how long were you gone? did you see the "light"?
i watched pic related for the first time today. some say its the film that put kubrick on the deepstate's radar because of his top notch film making abilities. but after watching it, if it did get the DS attention, it wasnt because he made a good film, it was because of the blatent truths he told about operation paperclip, the military industrial complex and depopulation. good watch.
https://www.imdb.com/title/tt0057012/