doesn't it ever occur to you that you're just wrong?
will REv provide the internet connection.
will Rev provide a system that is totally decoupled from my own on which I can do this work?
will they pay for it all and set up the links, etc, a second internet connection to my house?
NO of course not.
remember that curses have a way of coming back to you.
but maybe if you have intellectual turrets . . . maybe the world is kinder to you?
you have a way of being on the exact opposite side of what seems clear to others.
Is it a head injury? a car crash?
drinking?
meth ampehtomine?
Get well. you might give up posting here for a while, and just lurk.
seriously, AG, get help.
so my new theory on you is : you need to help yourself.
but you don't. Instead you blame people who might care . . . by 'damning them' but all you have is cartoon damnation.
cartoon damnation is that someone falls, and there is a things that says 'splat' but everyone is OK in the next scene, like Willy-E Cayote.
listen, I have no ill feeling towards you. I figure you are someone's mind slave by now.
If I was magic I'd say 'heel!' and you'd understand that your anger is directed in the wrongly.
you don't know simple rule of metaphysical truth. You pretend to be a mystic, but instead your are what is called a 'faker'.
I'm sad about it because you could be getting well, but instead you seem to be getting worse.
you need help. it must come from yourself.
and we are not your problem.
you are your own worst enemy. Instead of battling a silent battle against your inner demons, who control you, you blame us.
and become a problem here.
for what?
because you are lonely?
you're a mindslave or a larp.
that's how Hastings was able to drive down to that place where his friends were out side at 4 in the morning with hoses and get out, and drive his car into a tree.
and escape off into the night.