I still trust the plan in principle. But I have stopped expecting that it will make any difference any time soon in my life, or the day-to-day world around me.

More than 2 years ago:

>You didn’t think this was simply about words did you?

>We have it all.

>Coming soon to a theater near you.

(Q 596)

Still grateful it will benefit other people at some point in the future. God bless those who are young and healthy enough, and those whose lives are already going so well, that they could keep waiting years and years for the promise of a beautiful new world.

If 2020 turns out to be only about getting Trump reelected, and Q is still posting "coming soon" drops this December, I hope even that doesn't discourage you.

But I doubt I will last much longer trying to get by each week entirely on on "crumbs" and vague assurances. (Not that my situation matters in the big picture, I know. But I guess it helps me try to deal with the frustration by being free to express my thoughts about it. And maybe somebody else will see that they aren't the only one running on fumes, if that gives them encouragement somehow.)