>>8201545 (pb)
Being disregarded and unrecognized is still a shitty way to live.
Be nice if the character building was for/leading to something… but nothing is guaranteed and I really don't want to be left out in the cold where I started.
"Great! Y'all have fun. I'll just… fuck off, then."
Something to show for the effort would be nice.
Why would a clown admit that Q is legit and the world will be a better place when the work here is done?
That doesn't make any sense.
Still not what I'm getting at.
It's not about gratification.
I'm not looking to be paraded around.
I just want a place in the world, which has never been available to me (outside of becoming an NPC style giving up).
No guarantees the future won't hold more of the same.
I wouldn't be doing any of this if I felt there was no hope.
Why attempt to make the world a better place if you don't legit believe it's possible?
And to me… a better world is one where everyone isn't so up their own that they have no concerns for anyone or anything other than themselves.
I never vibed with that and people get pissed at me for "not playing the game".
Just. So. Tired. Of. Fucking. Games.
>So let me ask you this, what might, as you say, your place in a future, non-clown-world look like?
I'd be a part of a community of people… IRL.
Be able to work in a manner where I'm not scraping by and if I was… someone would at least notice or care.
Have my work recognized instead of being used and abused for it.
Basically… normalcy with a side of comfy.
Never been available to me.
I'd like that.
A family might be nice, too.
Never really had much of one… not exactly sure what to do with one, but I know plenty of things to not do and I think I'd be pretty solid at it, assuming the first part (of this list) came to fruition.
dafuq's a tapey?
It's not that the "Jews are innocent dindus".
It's just that they're not behind everything.
Not All Bad People Are Jews!!!!!
wormy lil' fuck, huh?