← This would be nice.

Doesn't need fanfare and could be done discretely.

Just… something to show.

I'm trying to get rid of this frustration.

My only focus has ever been Truth (about dafuq is going on here) and "saving the world" if possible… everything else just seemed like a distraction or nonsense.

Buuuuuut if that's actually achieved… then what? How do I not get stuck on square one?

I can have all the pride I want for participating, and I'm not religious so I don't wait for death for things to happen… but the world simply becoming a more pleasant place to die isn't much of a difference, to me.

I'd like a future where I'm not special due to everyone being on the same page.

I'm not seeking fame or fortune… just that life that I see in the movies… where folks have friends and families and meaningful something-to-do that provides and supports a comfy version of all that.

It's not about "me" or even "us". It's about "All".

Pretty much All want what I'm looking for.

And it's frustrating to feel greedy about wanting the most basic standard of living because, as always, I have to put everyone else ahead of me and "even if I don't benefit or am completely left out on 'this plane', God knows and surely things will be better after I die, right?".

There's not a doubt in my mind that Q's legit and things will change for the better across the globe when this is over.

Not even a question.

I just don't want to be Mr. Cellophane for the rest of my time here, which is all I "know" that I actually have.

Think of it as a "Reverse Pascal's Wager".