>That kind of optimism can have a contagious affect on a pessimistic person like muhself.
We know too much. (Thank Q) It eats me alive from the inside.
(Especially because everything worsens here in Germany by the hour)
And we know nearly nothing of whats habbening behind the curtain.
I feel guilty for being pessimistic. But i am lacking of imagination how this whole mess should be cleaned up.
Yet still i am desprarately trusing the plan.
It's the only one we have.
And i understand that we only have one shot.
So i am just trying to survive as long as i can.