>It's time to end the horror show.
was posted by Q a day after we started our conversation.
Its funny because the things I can remember that aren't dreams are so much more innocuous than what you remember… if I had a memory of a man in a clown mask, I would know something was up. My brother was manager of a pizza shop, but no weird memories, and despite the trauma of pizzagate research I am not dumb enough to think that every pizza shop is suspect….. I was a child in the early 80's… it seems to me like you are younger, and maybe they started to get way more brazen with their tactics (seems true to me based on research)
What I do remember is that we drove to my grandparents house religiously every month for a few years of my child hood…and I cant remember a lot of what went on (not sure that is suspect though..)
Based on some Tony Rodriguez testimony, I wonder if the GE engineer connection may give me some clues… and my grandparents house was in close proximity to a a NASA facility. when I have these weird dreams/nightmares even lately are they memories or is it a clone of me they are fucking with some where.. or if it is a memory of a 20 and back..because some of them I am not a child… (but that could just be the way dreams work…dreaming as myself now, recalling old memories)
its really hard to get a full picture knowing that time loops/cloning/20 and back are actually a thing.
the only real life spoop I can member is
my Mom had a room in our house that she called the yellow bedroom that had monarch butterfly wallpaper … according to Springmeier:
>YELLOW. Alters which are ritually and sexually twinned with alters of other systems.
that and I was obsessed with masterbation from a really young age which seems normal enough (how deep does this shit go though and do most kids get into that because of subliminals in their cartoons… meybe)
but what was weird was my little "fantasies" had to do with being injured, broken boned, on crutches and vomiting… super weird and gross and always wondered why that was the case…
as an adult I rewatched
"the witches of eastwick" and that memory came back as to why i would do that….too sexy of a movie for a kid probably and there is a scene where this woman is on crutches and vomiting..
Its a trippy movie about witchcraft and the Devil, and I wonder if it was just 'regular' hollywood programming for normies that got into me or if it was used on me in a more ritualistic way… I dunno but there is a montage in the end that has an image of an old star that I remember being in another lifetime…. so the idea that "they" track us through lifetimes may indeed be a thing…
anyway….thanks for this weird ass thread where I can write all of this down..
Know that you are loved.
<3