>>828069

Grew up Catholic,I became an

atheist at age 9. The Catholic Church red pilled

me in to being an atheist. I hated how they

used fear to keep everyone in line, nothing good

that they preached about, only fear of God.

I got in trouble for asking the priest why the pope wears gold if we are to live like Jesus did.

He gave me some lame excuse and I told him it didn't make sense. I had to pray for forgiveness and ask God to help guide me towards him and not the devil. I knew even at such a young age

he was full of shit and he was wrong and basically saying the devil gave me my curiosity, logical thinking.The hypocrisy of it all.

Anyways, I know that I hate the devilish Catholic Church but I am not going to lie,

I find myself praying now a days.

I feel odd doing so, but I truly feel like this

massive amount of world wide connected evil

has made me feel more aware that there just

might be something light/good to counter it

because we are getting this chance to fight it.

That can't be just pure luck, can it? So I find

myself praying, hoping that a good God, hears me. Not that evil crap being pushed on me as kid.

>>828299

I am glad your friends baby lived Anon.

And thanks. yeah I am not sure where I am

but it's not a church goer but also not a strict

non-believer. I still have some questions but

I'm working them out through some study and feelings of it all. NWO/Cabal evil crap has

me rethinking some stuff.

>>828342

>>828390

I like how you put it, it sounds pretty neat to think of it that way. My ears/mind have been more open to hearing him, many years I have been against even the idea of him.

The Catholic Church honesty made me scared of God as a child. I didn't like him nor the idea of him.Organized, power,money hungry religion makes lots of atheist.

>>828500

Exactly,

Can't be perfect and need your ego stroked

at the same time. Made no sense.

Man tried to make God in mans image it seems.

>>828544

Thank you, I really mean it.

I haven't shared this with anyone.

I'd be the last one anyone would think would be praying. Thank you for your insight and kind words.

>>828595

She order the hit on a poor widow who lost her

husband on 9/11